What is really nice is days of goodness. I have them, often. Today has been musical goodness. From Elite Gymnastics nouveau album, to Hannes Fischer new music in my Soundcloud inbox, to this nug. from Futurecop!

I am actually melting internally at my computer from listening to it. Good and bad side effects of this is that:
GOOD:

1. melting makes me feel nice
2. like – nice in a truly alive sense
3. the breakfast club – is one of the greatest movies off all time
4. this is just winning for winnings sake.

BAD:

1. I’m a sucker for making myself feel like shit when I feel good, for example > right now feeling awesome, I start to think of really miserable aspects of life. I don’t have many – just things of inconvenience really.
2. And then from there – I have a think about all those with 3rd world diseases that are totally curable in 1st world countries
3. and then I think of Jessica Simpson and the smile foundation, and get really sad about hair lip.

See the double edge sword I am dealing with here..? DO YOU! But seriously this song makes me want to weep, but not any old sort of cry – that sort of hardcore crying you did as a kid – you know where you would start to hyperventilate, and snot would run down your face.. and when it stopped it was like rainbows appeared..

I feel like rainbows are about to APPEAR.